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Yine karar\u0131 Neyzen Tevfik olan makamday\u0131m. Yol bitmiyor, neyi arad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmedi\u011finde. O ince garip s\u0131z\u0131 sahipsiz kal\u0131yor. Kimin pe\u015finden ko\u015fuyorsun bir alacakl\u0131 gibi? Ceplerinde ne ta\u015f\u0131yor, hangi k\u0131ymetli hazineyi yurdundan koparm\u0131\u015f ka\u00e7\u0131yor?\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n
G\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn yurdu mu var, yurdu mu var ki gurbet g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyor ona evrende ne varsa. Neyin her deli\u011finden ayr\u0131 notalarda ayr\u0131 ahenklerle \u00e7\u0131kan s\u00fckun nefes gibi, kendi sesimi duyam\u0131yorum, belki kendime ait bir sesim yok. Neyzenin parmaklar\u0131 oynay\u0131p duruyor kam\u0131\u015f\u0131n \u00fczerinde, her hamlede y\u00fcre\u011fim kalk\u0131p iniyor, nefesim t\u00fckeniyor. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Her illetin \u015fifas\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fka makamda ke\u015ffeden \u015fifac\u0131lar, benim derdim i\u00e7in hangi perdeyi m\u00fcnasip g\u00f6r\u00fcrler? \u00d6yle ya; neyin var, \u015fikayetin ne derlerse ne diyeyim, sesi mi vard\u0131r nefesin? Yerimi yurdumu bulacakt\u0131m on parma\u011f\u0131n marifetiyle. Oysa \u00fcfledik\u00e7e k\u0131s\u0131l\u0131r neyin sesi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcp \u00e7atlam\u0131\u015fsa birka\u00e7 yerinden. K\u0131s\u0131l\u0131r g\u00fcc\u00fc yetmez nefesin visale. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Evreni doland\u0131m, kah talebe kah alim oldum, kah fakir kah zengin oldum, kah a\u015f\u0131k kah ma\u015fuk oldum; her halini bildim de varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n, ruhumdan i\u00e7re yanan bir od kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7aresiz kald\u0131m. Sordum kendime, ate\u015fi mi ben yakar\u0131m, ate\u015f mi beni yakar? <\/p>\n\n\n\n
O yand\u0131k\u00e7a al\u0131r g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr beni, eler birer birer d\u00fcnyaya prangal\u0131 memleketlerimi. Fani olan ne varsa bana ac\u0131madan yakar. Ba\u011flar g\u00f6zlerimi, tutar elimden, al\u0131r nefesimi. Nefese k\u00f6k salan o a\u015fk da mahpus olur \u015fuleye. A\u015fk bile mahpus olur; yanar, k\u00fcl olur ne varsa bana ait oldu\u011fundan \u015f\u00fcphe etti\u011fim, yaln\u0131z o bilinmez hasret ebedi, yaln\u0131z o amans\u0131z ate\u015f benim\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\n\u201cDeli g\u00f6n\u00fcl neyi \u00f6zler durursun
Ac\u0131nacak dostun, canan\u0131n m\u0131 var
D\u00fcnya yansa yorgan\u0131n yok i\u00e7inde
Harap olmu\u015f evin, d\u00fckkan\u0131n m\u0131 var?\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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